--> Within The Darkness <--

[lyraaa]

She stared at him, a wry smile upon her lips and a politely intrigued gaze in her eyes. Honestly, Fisher did not care for the complaints of others, and even more so did not want to tangle herself up in their problems.

"Oh, so this is what it's all about? Your glory? And some random cousin who took it from you?" Fisher closed her eyes briefly. "I advise you to stop whining about this stuff and actually go do something, because memories are easy to forget."

"Jabez, was it? Does he know that he's bothering you so much?"

[--> Susan{xoxo}]

{Trapper} --> Hidden In the Shadows.

Trapper closed his eyes. He knew she wouldn’t understand. He wasn’t complaining or anything. Yes, he was still pissed off that his cousin took it away from him, but that was over a hundred years ago. Trapper had let go of it somewhat. He could now live without that stupid glory – but the fact that Jabez was somewhere out there living his life made him angry. But…maybe what happened to him, happened to Jabez. If so Trapper could be content about that.

“Do something about it?” He let out a mocking laugh. “I can’t do that. I would if I could, but I can’t kill him.” He turned to look at her when she said her next statement. “He did know, yes…and he loved every moment of it. However, I got my revenge. I killed him...” Trapper frowned. “Of course he killed me as well.”

[lyraaa]

She furrowed her face, now looking at him with raised brows.

"What the...what the hell are you talking about? You say you can't kill him, then you say you did, and something about you being dead..." She waved a paw before his eyes. "See? You respond to stimuli. I do believe you're still alive."

"And is that your only solution? Kill kill kill? God, you red-eyed wolves are so sadistic. And delusional, that too. As for me-" here, she yawned, "I'd just leave to some place farrr away. Physically leaving something means you can leave it in your mind, too."

[--> Susan{xoxo}]

{Trapper} --> Hidden In the Shadows.

Trapper said nothing to her comment. However suddenly he pushed himself off the ground and growled. “If you are going to say such things, then don’t ask me.” He growled at her. “Of course I’m not dead now, you idiot. I was sent back here for god knows what.” He said as he stared at her and shook his head. “And did you just hear me, I can’t kill anymore…well I can…but it just doesn’t feel the same.” He didn’t care if he was making sense anymore. He honestly couldn’t give a crap.

[lyraaa]

She looked at Trapper through heavy-lidded eyes, getting a bit tired of his tirade.

"Alright, alright," she cut in, stifling another yawn. Her ears perked up at what was said next though- "That's possible? Being sent back from the dead?" Fisher didn't want to admit it, but she was seriously disturbed. Her fur now ruffled, she went on to reply to his next words, "Was killing supposed to feel like anything in the first place?"

"See, you're not being logical here. Even if killing 'doesn't feel the same' anymore, because of your hate for your cousin you should be able to feel happy, delirious, whatever by killing him."

[--> Susan{xoxo}]

{Trapper} --> Hidden In the Shadows.

“If I know anything it’s this –nothing is impossible.” He told her with a nod of his head. All anger had gone from his voice. Now it was just empty and emotionless, as though bringing back these memories made Trapper just want to crawl in a ditch or something. “I was sent to hell – but for some reason I came back. Both me and Jabez, I have no idea why…but something happened down there.” He said with a sigh. Part of him wished that he never came back to this pathetic earth.

“Killing was thrilling.” He told her with a shake of his head. “Only murderers can comprehend the way it feels to kill. It’s exciting and makes you feel powerful.” He narrowed his eyes slightly as he looked at her. “Weren’t you listening to what I said? I can’t kill Jabez. If I kill him then I’ll die.”